On Thanksgiving,
we Skyped family and enjoyed some long chats. It was wonderful to hear everyone’s
voices and to anticipate our pending visit, just a month away.
But
also on the line was fear and a world’s-going-to-hell-in-a-handbasket kind
of dejection.
I read
the news, I know what’s going on in the world, but I don’t feel the same way. The
attacks in Paris were horrific, police race relations are troubling, more gunfire
in classrooms is agonizing. Yet these events and all the rest of the turmoil do
not seem like a departure from the norm.
I was
born in 1968. King, riots, Vietnam, Khmer Rouge, Kent State, Manson. I grew up during
the Cold War, during the Iran hostage crisis, during bloodshed in Northern Ireland,
hatred in South Africa, and Lockerbie. My generation of Salvadorans and Guatemalans
and Nicaraguans came of age in a war zone. The Soviets tore up Afghanistan for a
decade, the Iraqi oil fields burned like something out of the apocalypse following the first
Gulf War, then Columbine, then 9/11, then we
tore up Iraq and Afghanistan.
I’m
writing from a country of barely 100K people. I don’t have a phone or television.
I have vastly different inputs as a cruiser, fortunate to be living a peaceful
daily life so far from it all. It must influence my perspective more than I can
appreciate. Maybe it’s like the disparate impressions of the televised debates between
Nixon and Kennedy.
I
like how Obama put it the other day, about being careful not to overreact, about
how the Paris attackers are simply social media savvy murderers wielding guns.
Granted they are symptoms of larger social problems, ones we must tackle on our
terms.
There
is fear at home and it highlights not just how removed we are from that fear, but
how different our perspectives are as a result. Our biggest threat is from
Mother Nature, brewing a storm just to the north of us.
As I
write this morning, birds and cicadas are singing loudly ashore. The girls are ashore
too, by themselves, buying bread in Neiafu. From this side of the International
Dateline, tomorrow has already happened, and I can assure you that it wasn’t as
bad as it might seem from today.
--MR
We walk by the pretty front yard of this Neiafu home everyday. |
Sunset from Tapana Bay. |